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Relationship bloodied, blue and black from the wear and tear of everyday life. Of not being able to hold on, to pretend everything is fine when all around you is falling and you cant say anything. No matter how much you wish to hit the ground, you cant. Because really, no-one cares. They laugh and joke and act like everything's normal
like she didn't try to kill herself
like none of it ever happened
like your world didn't change.
From pain to resignation, there's only so far you can travel. Through humiliation, shame, pain so deep it rings in your chest. Like you'll never be normal. While everyone around you smiles
and laughs
no care or shame in the world.
Gagging and heaving from thinking about you. Months and months, years and years. Still falling.
Trusting the wrong people, people who don't understand, people who make you feel stupid and childish. People who make you hurt. And yet..
you smile
and laugh
you deserve it.
No matter what happens, happened, is happening. Copper's on your tongue and you're seeing blind red. Feeling everything you've composed slipping away. Bitter. Angry. Resentful. Resentful no-one was there, resentful no-one cared, resentful you deserve it either way.
Still falling.
like she didn't try to kill herself
like none of it ever happened
like your world didn't change.
From pain to resignation, there's only so far you can travel. Through humiliation, shame, pain so deep it rings in your chest. Like you'll never be normal. While everyone around you smiles
and laughs
no care or shame in the world.
Gagging and heaving from thinking about you. Months and months, years and years. Still falling.
Trusting the wrong people, people who don't understand, people who make you feel stupid and childish. People who make you hurt. And yet..
you smile
and laugh
you deserve it.
No matter what happens, happened, is happening. Copper's on your tongue and you're seeing blind red. Feeling everything you've composed slipping away. Bitter. Angry. Resentful. Resentful no-one was there, resentful no-one cared, resentful you deserve it either way.
Still falling.
Literature
A Crona Poem
I am a hollow of a human
I am nothing
A speck of dirt is more than I
I live alone
In my mind there is only lonliness
And hell
I feel nothing
There is no escape for me
Who can love a burden like I?
I don't deserve to be in the mere thoughts of others
My being is broken
My soul is dry
On this empty beach with no water
Only the lifeless sunlight shines upon me
The pitch blackness is my only home
I cannot destroy
I am unsure how to interact with my prey
I live in fear
Everything scares me
So I must grow stronger
But yet my goals are too far away
I don't know how to interact
No one has interacted to me
Where do I go?
Whe
Literature
Crona's Poem
Cast away
Beat down and broken
I must obey
The word is spoken
Draw a circle of protection
Kept at bay
Keep away
So far apart from her perfection
Shadows loom
Lost in the gloom
I slowly slip away
A thirsty sea of stone and sand
Lost within a nightmare land
Afraid of night without a day
When the monsters come and play
I hear the serpent at my ear
She's urging me to drown the fear
But deep within this tortured mind
Wicked secrets you will find
I think that soon I'll fall apart
Their kindness only breaks my heart
I'll pass the nights in misery
With no one there to comfort me
The home I have is not a home
The life I lead i
Literature
Crona's Poem
Death is imminent in all situations.
No matter the case, it'll come
Thus, why live on this planet
of pollution and horror?
A new terror to haunt our minds
appearing everyday.
Living insecure and lonely lives.
Corners being our only form of refuge.
Our rushing blood our only true friend.
Blood is the equivalent of death.
Death is the equivalent of blood.
Therefore, life is death.
Yet the horrors continue to grow.
New ones continue to come.
How are we to deal with this?
The right choice is impossible to make,
and inevitably, every choice is death.
Why not pass instead?
Pass everything.
Pass life!
Yes, that is the choic
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