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Falling.

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Relationship bloodied, blue and black from the wear and tear of everyday life. Of not being able to hold on, to pretend everything is fine when all around you is falling and you cant say anything. No matter how much you wish to hit the ground, you cant. Because really, no-one cares. They laugh and joke and act like everything's normal

like she didn't try to kill herself

like none of it ever happened

like your world didn't change.

From pain to resignation, there's only so far you can travel. Through humiliation, shame, pain so deep it rings in your chest. Like you'll never be normal. While everyone around you smiles

and laughs

no care or shame in the world.

Gagging and heaving from thinking about you. Months and months, years and years. Still falling.

Trusting the wrong people, people who don't understand, people who make you feel stupid and childish. People who make you hurt. And yet..

you smile

and laugh

you deserve it.

No matter what happens, happened, is happening. Copper's on your tongue and you're seeing blind red. Feeling everything you've composed slipping away. Bitter. Angry. Resentful. Resentful no-one was there, resentful no-one cared, resentful you deserve it either way.

Still falling.
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